I am so glad to see that someone cares enough to create this web page.

 My child also died with neuroblastoma cancer.  And for some reason I feel like it was caused by nix lice treatment.  He got lice 3 times in the same year that he was diagnosed.  I would like to write a story in memory of him.

I miss my baby,  Brandon Marc White ,  He was so beautiful.  And I will never ever go one day and not think of him.  It’s like my heart is broken and can’t be fixed.

He was 5 years old, and such a loving child, he loved everyone, and I mean everyone.  He loved his old dirty stuffed animals and every new stuff animal he ever got, (and there were a lot of them,) he treated them as if they were real and with feelings.  He would put them to bed and give them a kiss.

And he also treated everyone he met with love.  When he would hug you,  he would hug you so tight,  as if he loved you with all his heart. And if he really didn’t know you,  and you spoke to him ,or played with him , or you brought him a gift, If you wanted a hug,  he would hug you just as tight.            

I will always hold the memories close to my heart and I don’t think that I will ever be able to be happy with what has happened. Tears fall every time I think about Brandon, sometimes inside and sometimes out.

The only thing that keeps me sane is knowing he is in heaven.  That he was innocent and pure with no sins.  And I know that the Lord has got a brave warrior, that has a very big heart.

I Love You Brandon , Forever and Always ! ! ! !

Your still Mommy’s Baby !

Love,   Mommy

Anyone that knows what I’m going through please e-mail pwhite6047@aol.co

or   Pam White,  2265 34th Ave Dr. N.E.  ,  Hickory , N.C.  ,  28601